This again seldom comes--,) Originally made last January 30th

Yes, this again seldom comes. 

It's not a poem this time, it's emotion. 

Want emotion defined?I think you have that already :D 

Emotion at a bigger state is dangerous. Believe me, it is :D (who am i pleading to anyway). If you have it, it drives you to do something. It's one of the basis for a call to action in DevComm :D

like now, im being drived by my emotion to write this up. 

To start with, let me tell you the tale of January thirty, a Saturday.
It was gloomy, weather wise and emotion wise. I cant go with my friends and classmates to our Cebu trip. All I'd have to do is stay at home, watch Showtime and wait for plans and calls (dream on girl!). Thirtieth, i thought. Tomorrow, it's six months. Six Months..

I messaged him, he texted back. and the reply was apprehensive. Here goes tampuhan again.
I went to school, not minding whether I'd be alone or anything. I'm sure to find company. As usual, there goes my parinig tactics. So even if it would cost him a lot he still went to see me.

We went to Mcdonald's to have ice cream. Surprisingly, he bought two. Why two? I asked. we usually share one, (with one spoon). It's sort of unusual. then he replied,  I bought two for you. lalallala :D
  really? That was kinda sweet :)

de ja vu

This is something i made up one night of Feb. 3 2010. It just inspired me to write and use rhymes. I wasn't able to do this for a while already, and i kinda missed it. Actually, i got a bit brow beat when i knew most people find poem writers as "PANCIES". I find it sweet :D Only a bit CORNY :D But any way, Corny is sweet :D

just incase you want to copy it, ask for my permission and give credits! I'm sort of applying my intellectual rights on this since the urge of writing poems seldom comes to me already :D Plus, I'm still opt to revising this into a song. Just that i lack ideas and a bit more of emotions.

On a grassy field at school there at it's middle
We lay happily with fun childish giggles
My head on your lap, your eyes met mine
It felt so right, it felt so fine

It felt de ja vu, that scene of me and you
enjoying the night skies and the bright booming fireflies
Sweet raindrops came brushing on your head and on my face,
My eyes shut at my heart's race.
Why oh why does it feel safe,
to be held here in your arms, tight and placed.

Raindrops came more, and even if it's cold
You gave me a hug that's warm tight and bold.
I realized at my hearts pounding race
You're eyes met mine on a sparkling daze

You lay your lips on mine, so sweet
I felt my pounder skip a beat
Seconds later, it were all gone
I searched, i looked, where were you?

I realized, our perfect moment,
Was only a memroy of sweet damned lament.
You were there, you were real
Yet it was only a memory's feel.
That sweet scene of me and you,
Was just an old story of a blue de ja vu

:)